and they open their eyes.. =) day 15

just wanna go in straightaway.

so i won't think anything anymore..

day 7!! 3 more days to opening their eyes! :)

Day 4 :) hi fives! hehe.

news report at 10pm: "there's a small fire at yishun" ....... 5 mins later "there's an even bigger fire at ang mo kio market now!"
source: daddy hearing the news from the radio on cab home.

fire is a good servant. but it is also a bad master..


no more wanton mee
no more roast chicken rice with lime (fav)
no more BBQ chicken rice.. (fav)
no more 2 dollars vegetarian bee hoon
no more 1 dollar cheng teng with everything u can name.. (fav)
no more 40 cents soy bean drink
no more nicer than chomp chomp chicken wings.. (fav)
no more fried hokkien prawn mee (fav)
no more freaking big serving 1 dollar nasi lemak noodles.. (fav) lucky church opposite have but no big serving.. cries.
no more 1.20 xi gua si mi lu with fresh milk instead of coconut milk.. (fav)
no more 80 cents daisies to buaya girls.. lol
no more shit!!!!!!!! the fishes and the turtles... !!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! didnt realised untill i was thinking what to put in..... omgosh..... cries....... ahhhhhh... the poor fishes... cries....
there were casualties after all....


it was a sad and sudden incident.. saw many worried onlookers and my fav stalls aunties and uncles.. felt a pinch in my heart when i saw some of them. they were really sad.. can see from their expressions.. blur and stunned. some aimless. most of them didnt buy insurance. can really cry seeing them like this.. my fav aunties and uncles now feeling so lost. but im glad some of them were taking it as it is.. saying how long they worked here already and everything.. telling me time to change a new fridge.. lol.


apparently they all say it started from a small incense paper shop. saying that last time already caught fire once.. and they repeated their mistake.. putting so many papers in the shop.. just a single spark.. and now.. the whole market gone.. but i dunno how true it is la.. maybe arson.. nobody knows.. but some of them complained as if they saw it themselves. yea.. aniwaes.. was eating with justin just 10 mins before the incident.. lol. went to his house to slack awhile before hearing loads of sirens.. still thinking "aiya.. just rained only.. relax la.. wun that big de" haa and more sirens.. and more sirens... went outside to take a look. omg!!!!!!!!!!! freaking. i say freaking big gigantic humongous cloud of smoke.. like a tornado.. rushed down without waiting for justin.. who went bac to his room to retrieve his camera phone. haa. it was scary... seriously scary... the explosions.. the fire the smoke.. we were just dazed by the ghastly sight..


yea.. lazy to upload the videos and photos.. go his bloggy to check it out.




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that was my last bowl of "xi gua si mi lu" wooo.

if we were 10 mins later... just imagine.. haa..
i mean.. i could have stolen a couple of satays. wahas.
glad no one was hurt..


except those fishes....

DAY 1

B1B2... B3... B4B5...... B6......... B7............ B8 B9 B10 B11 B12 B13!! lol

so fast.. i fell to my pits. 

so quickly.. i forgotten about you.

I'm sorry father. forgive my inequities, my fears, my unfaithfulness, my faithlessness, me.

bring me back to your presences. don't shun away from me lord. i need you.. im sorry.. i need you.. 

ahhhhh... guitar lessons with johnathan koh. awesome..

"if you fear playing the guitar when worshipping. that you are not playing well enough.. you're already being a performer."

seeing him having so much joy in his life simply just inspires me. haha. i know where the joy comes from. definitely not from being established or being recognised.. but purely from god. its all about god. and it always is.

btw. i spent 2 hours with him. and its free of charge.. what a blessed evening. thank god. =)

2.4 - 12:20mins  D (2)    should be can.

shuttle run - 10.9secs  D (2)    dunno whether can.

pull-up - 5 – 6  D (2)    CMI

sit-up - 40  A (5)    can make it

sbj - 222 cm  D (2)    can higher

sit n reach - 36 cm  D (2)    can higher

Total silver   with god's grace. confirm can. =)

24th oct is my date. haa. gonna crumble till then. add oil glenny. 

realised.. all my bestest friends.. are either attached.. or just guys.. lol. its great though. dont have to worry about getting into a awkward situation where expectations start coming in. those guys girls expectations. wahahas. aiya. dunno la.. hahas =P

went out with banana today. hahas. can really talk cock for hours with her la. when u have a friend to go out with and a venue doesn't matter. just hanging out and having fun. heh. a wonderful blessing from god la. a great childhood friend indeed.. =) i really thank god for the many great childhood friends i have in my life.. you know who you are. hee.

the issue on whether im leaving or not. i guess it aint important now bahs. cause. army is so freaking near!! hahas. not really afraid of the training there. all thanks to scouts. i seriously believe.. the training i had in scouts. is worst than the army. and  furthermore the factory training i had. 5 day camp in boon lay. wahas. i guess im ready! but aniwaes. what im afraid most now is all the things i've yet to achieve. especially on my guitar. i finally can call johnathan koh tomorrow. but seriously. what can i achieve in less than 2 months!? ha. i pray for god to give me the strength to really train up for my nafa test. so i can delay it for like 2 more months?!@#$! and 2 months. is really quite a long time. haha. i guess i will appreciate all the prayers i can get during this time of training! =)

hmm. i guess i will.. leave.. sooner or later... i'll be separated from my closest. not cause army.. but. from my dreams.. still seeking on whether they are god given or otherwise. i dunno. hahaa. but. yea.. im going ahead with them. sooner or later.. those close to me will know.. its not quite a simple dream. definitely related to god but not related to guitar. lol. surprised? but. i still have and always will have. my passion for playing the guitar. and i believe one day. god will tremendously bless me in this area.. i just know it. =)

night cycling = dangerous.

dangerous = fun

fun = shiok

shiok = satay.

lol.

awesome experience.. the exhilaration is priceless. hahas. addicted to night cycling. cycled all the way to esplanade. realised it was not shiok enough. cycled to harbourfront. where all the pai kai taxi and bus drivers are mostly found.. they have to squeeze through and cut us just because they want to save that few seconds. hais.. 2 times the mirror flew past my head just inches away. like. wth. why so kan chiong.... haa. aniwaes. cycle back to lao pa sa to eat satay. haa. dunno whether its seriously so damn nice the satay.. or we are just too shagged le. making the food taste super nice.. best satay i ever eaten in my whole entire life.. wahahas. duck and mutton. at satay stall 3/4 wahahha. those ppl there are desperate! as its rained that night. guess business was not that good. pulling customers like crazy dudes. like 10 over stalls. haa. so we choose stall 3/4. lol. nice satays.. went to clark quay next. and that's where it almost got me killed. wahahhaa. almost fell off the bridge into the river.. -.- was looking at the big big sign board "WELCOME TO ROBINSON QUAY" and before i knew it. whole bicycle flew. freaking narrow bridge. fell down the ugliest possible way. my rim dented.. but no scratch on me. thanks to my helmet and my gloves i bought just before this... i was just thinking.. woah.. if fall into the river or something super happening.. haa. and i flew. but to the right instead of the left side. breaked fall with my protected hands. = safe and sound.

moral of story. cycling is fun. =))

haa. excatly 2 more months..

abit too fast i can say.

just so many things i've not yet done.

i need you lord.. get my feelings right. 

get me ready to do what you want me to do.

even though its just 2 months.

i shall wait upon you. :)

thank you guys. for making my last day at work so fun. hahahs

went la mian xiao long bao for lunch break cause i wanna eat la mian xiao long bao. =D

realised my office ppl are so bubbly and chatty. haa. then got this colleague of mine see me only call me didi since the first day of work. haa. so funny. got forcefully treated. lol. dun let me pay. hahas. nice peoples. =) 

and i thank god for Angie! haa. has been my angel since my second day of work. cause my first day she never come. wahaha. she introduced herself to me when she came in the second day. and initiated me to have lunch together so i wouldnt feel so lonely.. and of course. i realised later she was christian! sweet. haa. 

thought i would go clubbing or something today. but guess what. Angie invited me to join her for service. ended up at this super gigantic house with a basment double the size of ecf... rich. -.- haha. but anyways. it had been very long since i experience god's abundance and his love. woah.. swept me off my feet. when the pastor anointed me with oil and prayed.. every word struck me hard. haa. wanted to hear these words so much. i knew straightaway it was from god. thank you Lord. you're simply amazing. and guess what. after the meeting. i still had time for clubbing. and stupid me. i even considered going for awhile. but guess what.. god sent me super nice folks that's willing to send me to my doorsteps. haa. poof. bac at home. no more clubbing. lol.

didnt realised i have been lol-ing untill aaron told me. haa. since when did i started.. hmm. it just happens ehs. loloollolol. hahas :)

i g m ealy lsig ou. cries

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i talked to a wall today.. 

have you eaten?

wall: ...

oh.. ok.. im hungry too.. lets go supper!

wall: ...

then.. let me carry u on my bicycle! =)

wall: ...

moral of the story.

i talked to a wall today..

love night cycling!

=P

seriously addicted to cycling now. thanks to johnson who sold me his bike for only 80 bucks! hahas. he really too good to me la. he has been an angel to me since my poly life. whenever im struggling with a subject. he will be there to ton over and teach me step by step. thank you bro. =) 

see the big red pedal. currently my fav part of the bicycle. wahahas. i changed the whole crank (pedal arm + chain sprockets) for 58 bucks cause i spoilt it =P and requested for a big red pedal.. wahahah. loving it. and ya. im a pro at cycling with one pedal. cycled all the way to the bicycle shop todae just to change. 2 shops in fact. the first one.. wanna ripped me off by selling me $199 sia.. wth. branded untill cannot branded ah?? hahas. damn funny. trying to siam everyone cause pai seh.. cycle with one pedal.. lol. k.. now go see justin's ah gong le.. in hospital cause cough out blood. thank god is stomach ulcers onlis. hee. pedals away.. :)

call me stupid. :)

i guess i always love to make myself feel either really super happy. or utter bitterness.. its bad.. trust me.. =P

went for another round of turning.. this time round with 8 bucks in my pocket. equals to 4 tries. praying with every try man. waha. it was untill the last 2 coins.. dont even dare to look.. =/ 

heh. 

but u guessed it. 

i got what i wanted.. 

:)

 

this is call lol. hahaha.