went out with banana today. hahas. can really talk cock for hours with her la. when u have a friend to go out with and a venue doesn't matter. just hanging out and having fun. heh. a wonderful blessing from god la. a great childhood friend indeed.. =) i really thank god for the many great childhood friends i have in my life.. you know who you are. hee.
the issue on whether im leaving or not. i guess it aint important now bahs. cause. army is so freaking near!! hahas. not really afraid of the training there. all thanks to scouts. i seriously believe.. the training i had in scouts. is worst than the army. and furthermore the factory training i had. 5 day camp in boon lay. wahas. i guess im ready! but aniwaes. what im afraid most now is all the things i've yet to achieve. especially on my guitar. i finally can call johnathan koh tomorrow. but seriously. what can i achieve in less than 2 months!? ha. i pray for god to give me the strength to really train up for my nafa test. so i can delay it for like 2 more months?!@#$! and 2 months. is really quite a long time. haha. i guess i will appreciate all the prayers i can get during this time of training! =)
hmm. i guess i will.. leave.. sooner or later... i'll be separated from my closest. not cause army.. but. from my dreams.. still seeking on whether they are god given or otherwise. i dunno. hahaa. but. yea.. im going ahead with them. sooner or later.. those close to me will know.. its not quite a simple dream. definitely related to god but not related to guitar. lol. surprised? but. i still have and always will have. my passion for playing the guitar. and i believe one day. god will tremendously bless me in this area.. i just know it. =)
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