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still in my christmas mood.. oh mans.. i want to dream of my romantic christmas... with jazzy songs and snow. criess... LOL

ok.. so. i didnt run at all on my 3rd week of BMT.

i know how to spell DIARRHEA for the first time.
and charcoal is my best companion.
hahas

first day. diarrhea liaos. went see the stupid doc who thinks im chao-geng-ing. which causes me to diarrhea for the next 2 more days.. untill i went bac again.. and this time. i was admitted to the sick bay for 2 days and 2 packets of IV Drip. wahahas. first time i feel so lost touch with the world.. im like stuck. with no handphone. no bible. no friends. no. nothing. just me, my bed and my toilet. and a well deserved rest. hahas. and when i came out. i was recovering. so. no running also.. then next day. book out liaos..

but im glad. cause my friend's all have to go through like one whole day of training.. for one M16 rifle test. which i like learned in 5 mins and passed the retest. LOL.

and God is just awesome.. he really loves me.. really really.. cries..
im just glad things turned out the way it was.
a super relax bmt
i lost my appetite in alot of food. (which is good)
i lost weight
my pimples became lesser.
and i won paul and jane in monopoly last night. (yea!!)
hahahas... the first time in my life. serious.
yea.. i got a great great feeling.
im gonna enjoy my bmt.
and definitely a great year ahead.
if i just stick closer to Him.
definitely. =)

cause i know no matter how big and sad my trials and problems are.. You are with me. and You will never leave me.. thank you lord.

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just something which i thought was interesting which daniel told me and crispina.


wouldnt it be really just sad..
if life's purpose was to just live a happy life.
because by doing that.
aint we just living happy. and waiting to die?

in my case if im not a christian. to live happy. probably play guitar really really well and be famous. get rich. be sastisfied. a beautiful and happy wife. with happy kids. learning and experiencing many things in life. going through thick and thin with my wife. do really really romantic stuffs with her (this part should be quite happening. hahas) and teaching many things to my kids.. and later grandchildrens.. thats about it bahs. hmmm. and when i die. everthing will be gone. disappear from this world. no more glenny. poof* emptiness.

and wouldnt it be logical. if we just wanna do something. just a little bit more meaningful than to just live happy and wait to die? have this "hope" that there is a god out there which created us and loved us. and have a purpose for us in this world.

and even if there isnt really a god out there. wouldnt it be logical to just try and believe and pin our hope? that there is a god out there which wants us to love him back and prepared heaven for us to be with him forever?

if there isnt. there isnt. but what if there is a god? i mean that's really called trying our best for something. like if u keep thinking u will fail the exam. would you say might as well dun study and dun take the exam? it would be logical to just try our very best rights? and if we still fail. we can at least say we tried.

as a christian. im glad and im convicted that there is a god who loves me and cares for me and hears my every prayer to him. he even died for me on the cross so that i could go to heaven. because his blood washes away all my sins. he death atoned for everything i have ever done wrong in my life. and i love this god of mine. and when i die. i would have a big smile on my face. because i know. im going to see this father of mine. =)

and His purpose for me in this world..

simply for his pleasure.. to worship him and to love him back.
and to bring people back to him.
that's all you people.
if you still dunno this wonderful god of mine. heh.

cheers. :)