on the solid rock i will stand

2008-08-19T22:12:00.003+08:00

hahas.. btw.. i decided to let this blog rot... bye bye bloggy. =)

2008-07-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

for the nine hundred and eighty-seventh time.
i felt my guitar playing was pathetic.

im so stuck in mud.

2008-07-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

if you still want him as a friend..

go argue with him.

if not nvm. hahas.

2008-06-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

its just so hard nowadays to post something.
probably because i really dunno what im feeling anymore.
or life's just boring. haa.

watched Narnia today.. its really nice..
when Aslan came out. i so wanna shout JESUS! haa.
i guess all He wants, is for us to just call out to him and seek him and He'll be there. He's always there. =)

2008-05-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

dun tell me what to do...

2008-03-25T22:18:00.005+08:00

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

You roll out of bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?

No, she's not
cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part

She takes you in with her crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love
will you wake up by my side?

No, she can't
cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands?
Would you get them if I did?

No, you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part.

john mayer

2008-01-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

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2008-01-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

still in my christmas mood.. oh mans.. i want to dream of my romantic christmas... with jazzy songs and snow. criess... LOL

ok.. so. i didnt run at all on my 3rd week of BMT.

i know how to spell DIARRHEA for the first time.
and charcoal is my best companion.
hahas

first day. diarrhea liaos. went see the stupid doc who thinks im chao-geng-ing. which causes me to diarrhea for the next 2 more days.. untill i went bac again.. and this time. i was admitted to the sick bay for 2 days and 2 packets of IV Drip. wahahas. first time i feel so lost touch with the world.. im like stuck. with no handphone. no bible. no friends. no. nothing. just me, my bed and my toilet. and a well deserved rest. hahas. and when i came out. i was recovering. so. no running also.. then next day. book out liaos..

but im glad. cause my friend's all have to go through like one whole day of training.. for one M16 rifle test. which i like learned in 5 mins and passed the retest. LOL.

and God is just awesome.. he really loves me.. really really.. cries..
im just glad things turned out the way it was.
a super relax bmt
i lost my appetite in alot of food. (which is good)
i lost weight
my pimples became lesser.
and i won paul and jane in monopoly last night. (yea!!)
hahahas... the first time in my life. serious.
yea.. i got a great great feeling.
im gonna enjoy my bmt.
and definitely a great year ahead.
if i just stick closer to Him.
definitely. =)

cause i know no matter how big and sad my trials and problems are.. You are with me. and You will never leave me.. thank you lord.

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just something which i thought was interesting which daniel told me and crispina.

wouldnt it be really just sad..
if life's purpose was to just live a happy life.
because by doing that.
aint we just living happy. and waiting to die?

in my case if im not a christian. to live happy. probably play guitar really really well and be famous. get rich. be sastisfied. a beautiful and happy wife. with happy kids. learning and experiencing many things in life. going through thick and thin with my wife. do really really romantic stuffs with her (this part should be quite happening. hahas) and teaching many things to my kids.. and later grandchildrens.. thats about it bahs. hmmm. and when i die. everthing will be gone. disappear from this world. no more glenny. poof* emptiness.

and wouldnt it be logical. if we just wanna do something. just a little bit more meaningful than to just live happy and wait to die? have this "hope" that there is a god out there which created us and loved us. and have a purpose for us in this world.

and even if there isnt really a god out there. wouldnt it be logical to just try and believe and pin our hope? that there is a god out there which wants us to love him back and prepared heaven for us to be with him forever?

if there isnt. there isnt. but what if there is a god? i mean that's really called trying our best for something. like if u keep thinking u will fail the exam. would you say might as well dun study and dun take the exam? it would be logical to just try our very best rights? and if we still fail. we can at least say we tried.

as a christian. im glad and im convicted that there is a god who loves me and cares for me and hears my every prayer to him. he even died for me on the cross so that i could go to heaven. because his blood washes away all my sins. he death atoned for everything i have ever done wrong in my life. and i love this god of mine. and when i die. i would have a big smile on my face. because i know. im going to see this father of mine. =)

and His purpose for me in this world..

simply for his pleasure.. to worship him and to love him back.
and to bring people back to him.
that's all you people.
if you still dunno this wonderful god of mine. heh.

cheers. :)

2 of my favourite Christmas tunes. :)

2007-12-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

White Christmas - Cairo Roberto

Christmas time is here - David Choi

2007-12-24T00:12:00.001+08:00

my guitar's value just increased to $3450...
cause my dear brother made a hole and repaired it for $650.
with new setup and new strings.

hmm...
dunno what to feel. ahahahs.

my poor lakey.. zzz.

2007-12-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

argh... redundant stuff.. all day long. hahas.

except the cycling. =)

lord.. i need you more than ever..

2007-12-20T10:46:00.000+08:00

hahah.. im out!

the first morning i can actually wake up late.. 8am..
hmm. its still too early! ahahahs. wth
everyone's still sleeping with the nice rain going on.

went down for a run in the rain. heh. damn nice.
that's if u wanna risk getting sick.
im alright cause im already sick. LOL.
just need that run to get rid of my flu mans. killing me when i woke up in the morning with my air-con dryness which i never felt in such a long time.. ahahah..

time pass so fast la. it was just like yesterday only when i packed my bag for army. and poof. im out. guess i really enjoyed my time in there. heh. with the greatest buddies i can get of course. =)

thank God la.. especially for nigel and derrick my brothers in christ! haha. without them. i dunno how i would pass my first 2 weeks. cause everynight without fail. no matter how limited time we have we would sit down together. in the dark. and just pray. one by one. haa. its just so awesome. the only time i could really enjoy God's presence and draw strength from Him. without that. wooo.i dunno how i can smile everyday without fail. hee.

haa. and of course the 3 of us. me derrick and jun kai. we call ourselves the "san li" lol. cause all of us really round round de mahs.. LOL damn funny. everyday derrick would come and tell me. "eh ling wai yi li lei? wahahah.

just something which i really wana share with you guys how god really took care of me. haa. my bunk mates would know. there's just one night. which i feel so damn weak. having a slight fever and all. really wanted to go see MO liaos the next morning. but in the end.. guess what. god gave me rest. and its really a super rest. lol.

morning. it rained.. so. no morning exercises. went eat breakfast. came back bunk. no inspection. so. we just slept all the way till lunch. went eat lunch. came back.. nothing again. cause some talks were canceled or something. so. we did nothing untill dinner! and after dinner. RO liaos! whaahhaa.. meaning routine orders.. tell us all the stuff the next day and we can own time own target le. where got BMT like that one!!!! hahahas.
i have an awesome God. hee.

guess that's about it. dun wanna bore u guys with my army life anymore. ahhaha. just know that i have a enjoyable. slack. happening and awesome 2 weeks confinement. the best thing is. i had God to draw strength from. heh. nothing could be better. i love you lord :)

" I, the LORD, have called you in righteousness; I will take hold of your hand. I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people and a light for the Gentiles, to open eyes that are blind, to free captives from prison and to release from the dungeon those who sit in darkness. "

Isaiah 42:6-7

2007-12-06T03:31:00.000+08:00

haa. ok.. i really gotta sleep.
mans.. haha.

checklist.

food to share and socialise. check
photos to keep me going. check

done. LOL

clean up bunnys. check
put in 2 weeks supply of hammy food and water. check

wish me luck. hee. =)

2007-12-06T01:08:00.001+08:00

omgosh. haa. just have to post this before i enlist.
i became a Subway Kidd!! hee.

been a toaster boy. rubbish boy. washing dish boy. toaster boy again.
hahas

have never regretted working at subway. haa. so fun la.. and i met so many nice peeps la. jolyn rezwon pamela meiting er.. and many more.. cant really remember their names.. oops. hee. and rosy for my manager. woo. she good la. hahaha.

without all these guys.. my subway experience would never be the same la. it would be so damn boring lo. so blessed to have them as my co workers. hahas. thank you guys. too bad i can only work for like less than 2 weeks. hmm. gonna miss them. heh. that's about it bah.

im gonna enlist. woo. cant sleep. argh. hahahas. its gonna be such a different life with a different hair. LOL. ciaos. =)

2007-12-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her
that I love her more than life
more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

that girl - david choi

2007-12-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

received something hypocritical today..

replied hypocritically..

felt so hypocrit-ed.
hahas.

aniways.. forget it.
its just so not the point. ha.

hard to choose.
god chose for me.
thats all i can say.
the grey lines i drew just became blacker.

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so. today.
went down church early for band prac
watched enchanted with grace and daniel
celebrated my farewell with my churchies over a high tea buffet
watched hitman after that again. ha
met up with andy and louis for tau huay and you tiao.

band was fun and fruitful..
enchanted was really nice and funny. chipmunk was super cute la. haa. and i realised halfway through the movie that prince Edward was previously cyclops in X-men. LOL. such a disparity in character la omgosh. hahas. laughed my ass off. heh. enchanted. i liked it.=)
high tea was touching with an added not so surprised farewell card. hahas. writing right in front of me sia........... show some discreet lei. hahahas. thanks to daniel and my bro who helped made this celebration possible. its nice. haa. oh ya. my brother wrote to me. " be a good soldier " -.-
hitman was so awesome. as im a fan of that game. so nostalgic to see. heh. all the buildings and the way he walks.. its so exactly the way it was..
tau huay and you tiao. still the best combi for me.
didnt mind paying for cab home as nowadays. spending money for me is like quite anything la. need to spend spend lo. maybe because im going army liaos. and i got nothing else to spend on. haa. or im simply just spendthrift. but i dun care la.
anyways... i took the last train home. laugh out loud.

so many things.. but yet.
i felt kinda empty inside me.
i know why.
i need you more than ever..

lord..

why do i always see old ah peks and ah mas with extremely white hair standing on the train for like the whole journey.... every single day.. hais...

2007-11-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

just when i was feeling so weak. so unworthy..
God.. you were there for me. to accept me and not reject me.
who takes hold of my hand and say " Do not fear, i will help you "

lord.. thank you..

Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired and weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:28-31

I took you from the ends of the earth,
from its farthest corners I called you.
I said, ' You are my servant ';
I have chosen you and have not rejected you.
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for i am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Isaiah 41:9-10

For I am the Lord, your God,
who takes hold of your right hand and says to you,
Do not fear; I will help you.

Isaiah 41:13

awesomeness.. =)

2007-11-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

There's not an ounce of excitement, not a whisper of a thrill. This relationship has all the passion of a pair of tick mice. I want you to get swept away out there. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture and dance like a dervish...Yeah be deliriously happy or at least leave yourself open to be. I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, something you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels, find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head and you listen to your heart. The truth is, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. Who knows, lightening could strike!

How perfect for you.. to take whatever you want because it pleases you. That's not love.

Then what is it?

Some aimless infatuation which, for the moment, you feel like indulging.. it's missing everything that matters.

Which is what?

Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings, and spending the rest of your life living up to them. And above all, not hurting the object of your love.

It's hard to let go, isn't it?
Yes it is.
And that's life... what can I tell you.

just some quotes from the movie meet joe black. hahas..

2007-11-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

hai. realised i was a wussy..

im gonna pass my napfa. at least i shall try my very best.

and be a testimony to god.

currently 1 and a half pull-ups

we shall see. =)

haven yet got the strength to pick up my bible yet. hahas.

right in front of me now.. ahhhhhh....

2007-11-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

read bible

pray

train for napfa

play guitar

play with bunnies

stare at blank space at most half an hour a day

go out with friends

some meaningful stuffs allowed

blog

eat

sleep.

do nothing but the above. starting from 7th nov 2007 - 5th dec 2007

if not.. 15 weeks of bmt.

wake up

run

push-up

sit-up

eat

run

sleep

also not bad la actually. hahahas

and they open their eyes.. =) day 15

2007-10-31T01:16:00.000+08:00

2007-10-31T01:07:00.000+08:00

just wanna go in straightaway.

so i won't think anything anymore..

day 7!! 3 more days to opening their eyes! :)

2007-10-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Day 4 :) hi fives! hehe.

2007-10-20T10:50:00.000+08:00

2007-10-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

news report at 10pm: "there's a small fire at yishun" ....... 5 mins later "there's an even bigger fire at ang mo kio market now!"
source: daddy hearing the news from the radio on cab home.

fire is a good servant. but it is also a bad master..

no more wanton mee
no more roast chicken rice with lime (fav)
no more BBQ chicken rice.. (fav)
no more 2 dollars vegetarian bee hoon
no more 1 dollar cheng teng with everything u can name.. (fav)
no more 40 cents soy bean drink
no more nicer than chomp chomp chicken wings.. (fav)
no more fried hokkien prawn mee (fav)
no more freaking big serving 1 dollar nasi lemak noodles.. (fav) lucky church opposite have but no big serving.. cries.
no more 1.20 xi gua si mi lu with fresh milk instead of coconut milk.. (fav)
no more 80 cents daisies to buaya girls.. lol
no more shit!!!!!!!! the fishes and the turtles... !!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! didnt realised untill i was thinking what to put in..... omgosh..... cries....... ahhhhhh... the poor fishes... cries....
there were casualties after all....

it was a sad and sudden incident.. saw many worried onlookers and my fav stalls aunties and uncles.. felt a pinch in my heart when i saw some of them. they were really sad.. can see from their expressions.. blur and stunned. some aimless. most of them didnt buy insurance. can really cry seeing them like this.. my fav aunties and uncles now feeling so lost. but im glad some of them were taking it as it is.. saying how long they worked here already and everything.. telling me time to change a new fridge.. lol.

apparently they all say it started from a small incense paper shop. saying that last time already caught fire once.. and they repeated their mistake.. putting so many papers in the shop.. just a single spark.. and now.. the whole market gone.. but i dunno how true it is la.. maybe arson.. nobody knows.. but some of them complained as if they saw it themselves. yea.. aniwaes.. was eating with justin just 10 mins before the incident.. lol. went to his house to slack awhile before hearing loads of sirens.. still thinking "aiya.. just rained only.. relax la.. wun that big de" haa and more sirens.. and more sirens... went outside to take a look. omg!!!!!!!!!!! freaking. i say freaking big gigantic humongous cloud of smoke.. like a tornado.. rushed down without waiting for justin.. who went bac to his room to retrieve his camera phone. haa. it was scary... seriously scary... the explosions.. the fire the smoke.. we were just dazed by the ghastly sight..

yea.. lazy to upload the videos and photos.. go his bloggy to check it out.

http://thestrangelove.wordpress.com

that was my last bowl of "xi gua si mi lu" wooo.

if we were 10 mins later... just imagine.. haa..
i mean.. i could have stolen a couple of satays. wahas.
glad no one was hurt..

except those fishes....

DAY 1

2007-10-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

B1B2... B3... B4B5...... B6......... B7............ B8 B9 B10 B11 B12 B13!! lol

2007-10-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

so fast.. i fell to my pits.

so quickly.. i forgotten about you.

I'm sorry father. forgive my inequities, my fears, my unfaithfulness, my faithlessness, me.

bring me back to your presences. don't shun away from me lord. i need you.. im sorry.. i need you..

2007-10-10T22:53:00.001+08:00

ahhhhh... guitar lessons with johnathan koh. awesome..

"if you fear playing the guitar when worshipping. that you are not playing well enough.. you're already being a performer."

seeing him having so much joy in his life simply just inspires me. haha. i know where the joy comes from. definitely not from being established or being recognised.. but purely from god. its all about god. and it always is.

btw. i spent 2 hours with him. and its free of charge.. what a blessed evening. thank god. =)

2007-10-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

2.4 - 12:20mins D (2) should be can.

shuttle run - 10.9secs D (2) dunno whether can.

pull-up - 5 – 6 D (2) CMI

sit-up - 40 A (5) can make it

sbj - 222 cm D (2) can higher

sit n reach - 36 cm D (2) can higher

Total silver with god's grace. confirm can. =)

24th oct is my date. haa. gonna crumble till then. add oil glenny.

2007-10-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

realised.. all my bestest friends.. are either attached.. or just guys.. lol. its great though. dont have to worry about getting into a awkward situation where expectations start coming in. those guys girls expectations. wahahas. aiya. dunno la.. hahas =P

went out with banana today. hahas. can really talk cock for hours with her la. when u have a friend to go out with and a venue doesn't matter. just hanging out and having fun. heh. a wonderful blessing from god la. a great childhood friend indeed.. =) i really thank god for the many great childhood friends i have in my life.. you know who you are. hee.

the issue on whether im leaving or not. i guess it aint important now bahs. cause. army is so freaking near!! hahas. not really afraid of the training there. all thanks to scouts. i seriously believe.. the training i had in scouts. is worst than the army. and furthermore the factory training i had. 5 day camp in boon lay. wahas. i guess im ready! but aniwaes. what im afraid most now is all the things i've yet to achieve. especially on my guitar. i finally can call johnathan koh tomorrow. but seriously. what can i achieve in less than 2 months!? ha. i pray for god to give me the strength to really train up for my nafa test. so i can delay it for like 2 more months?!@#$! and 2 months. is really quite a long time. haha. i guess i will appreciate all the prayers i can get during this time of training! =)

hmm. i guess i will.. leave.. sooner or later... i'll be separated from my closest. not cause army.. but. from my dreams.. still seeking on whether they are god given or otherwise. i dunno. hahaa. but. yea.. im going ahead with them. sooner or later.. those close to me will know.. its not quite a simple dream. definitely related to god but not related to guitar. lol. surprised? but. i still have and always will have. my passion for playing the guitar. and i believe one day. god will tremendously bless me in this area.. i just know it. =)

2007-10-07T01:54:00.000+08:00

night cycling = dangerous.

dangerous = fun

fun = shiok

shiok = satay.

lol.

awesome experience.. the exhilaration is priceless. hahas. addicted to night cycling. cycled all the way to esplanade. realised it was not shiok enough. cycled to harbourfront. where all the pai kai taxi and bus drivers are mostly found.. they have to squeeze through and cut us just because they want to save that few seconds. hais.. 2 times the mirror flew past my head just inches away. like. wth. why so kan chiong.... haa. aniwaes. cycle back to lao pa sa to eat satay. haa. dunno whether its seriously so damn nice the satay.. or we are just too shagged le. making the food taste super nice.. best satay i ever eaten in my whole entire life.. wahahas. duck and mutton. at satay stall 3/4 wahahha. those ppl there are desperate! as its rained that night. guess business was not that good. pulling customers like crazy dudes. like 10 over stalls. haa. so we choose stall 3/4. lol. nice satays.. went to clark quay next. and that's where it almost got me killed. wahahhaa. almost fell off the bridge into the river.. -.- was looking at the big big sign board "WELCOME TO ROBINSON QUAY" and before i knew it. whole bicycle flew. freaking narrow bridge. fell down the ugliest possible way. my rim dented.. but no scratch on me. thanks to my helmet and my gloves i bought just before this... i was just thinking.. woah.. if fall into the river or something super happening.. haa. and i flew. but to the right instead of the left side. breaked fall with my protected hands. = safe and sound.

moral of story. cycling is fun. =))

2007-10-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

haa. excatly 2 more months..

abit too fast i can say.

just so many things i've not yet done.

i need you lord.. get my feelings right.

get me ready to do what you want me to do.

even though its just 2 months.

i shall wait upon you. :)

2007-10-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

thank you guys. for making my last day at work so fun. hahahs

went la mian xiao long bao for lunch break cause i wanna eat la mian xiao long bao. =D

realised my office ppl are so bubbly and chatty. haa. then got this colleague of mine see me only call me didi since the first day of work. haa. so funny. got forcefully treated. lol. dun let me pay. hahas. nice peoples. =)

and i thank god for Angie! haa. has been my angel since my second day of work. cause my first day she never come. wahaha. she introduced herself to me when she came in the second day. and initiated me to have lunch together so i wouldnt feel so lonely.. and of course. i realised later she was christian! sweet. haa.

thought i would go clubbing or something today. but guess what. Angie invited me to join her for service. ended up at this super gigantic house with a basment double the size of ecf... rich. -.- haha. but anyways. it had been very long since i experience god's abundance and his love. woah.. swept me off my feet. when the pastor anointed me with oil and prayed.. every word struck me hard. haa. wanted to hear these words so much. i knew straightaway it was from god. thank you Lord. you're simply amazing. and guess what. after the meeting. i still had time for clubbing. and stupid me. i even considered going for awhile. but guess what.. god sent me super nice folks that's willing to send me to my doorsteps. haa. poof. bac at home. no more clubbing. lol.

didnt realised i have been lol-ing untill aaron told me. haa. since when did i started.. hmm. it just happens ehs. loloollolol. hahas :)

2007-10-04T13:09:00.000+08:00

i g m ealy lsig ou. cries

2007-10-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

-.-

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2007-10-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

i talked to a wall today..

have you eaten?

wall: ...

oh.. ok.. im hungry too.. lets go supper!

wall: ...

then.. let me carry u on my bicycle! =)

wall: ...

moral of the story.

i talked to a wall today..

love night cycling!

2007-10-03T13:26:00.000+08:00

seriously addicted to cycling now. thanks to johnson who sold me his bike for only 80 bucks! hahas. he really too good to me la. he has been an angel to me since my poly life. whenever im struggling with a subject. he will be there to ton over and teach me step by step. thank you bro. =)

see the big red pedal. currently my fav part of the bicycle. wahahas. i changed the whole crank (pedal arm + chain sprockets) for 58 bucks cause i spoilt it =P and requested for a big red pedal.. wahahah. loving it. and ya. im a pro at cycling with one pedal. cycled all the way to the bicycle shop todae just to change. 2 shops in fact. the first one.. wanna ripped me off by selling me $199 sia.. wth. branded untill cannot branded ah?? hahas. damn funny. trying to siam everyone cause pai seh.. cycle with one pedal.. lol. k.. now go see justin's ah gong le.. in hospital cause cough out blood. thank god is stomach ulcers onlis. hee. pedals away.. :)

call me stupid. :)

2007-10-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

i guess i always love to make myself feel either really super happy. or utter bitterness.. its bad.. trust me.. =P

went for another round of turning.. this time round with 8 bucks in my pocket. equals to 4 tries. praying with every try man. waha. it was untill the last 2 coins.. dont even dare to look.. =/

heh.

but u guessed it.

i got what i wanted..

2007-10-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

this is call lol. hahaha.

2007-09-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了

而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬

微微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福

你自由飞吧

2007-09-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

can i talk to you??

do you want me to talk to you?

love to see you online. but yet..

i cant do anything for the drift between us.

dont need to do anything.

at least you re-appeared..

dun si zhong anymore.. :)

2007-09-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

2007-09-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

this is so goons.. i feel so goons!! hahas. 4 bucks gone.. tsk tsk.. 2 white white stuffs... yucks! .. hahahas. 4 bucks... in like.. 10 seconds?? wahahas.

hmm.. still dunno why i did what i did. 2 bucks for one of that.. argh.. hahaa.

but. if i got what i wanted.. different story le. it would be all worth while bah. heh.

aniwaes... where did all the turning machine at suntec go????!!!@#$!! whole place turned into some yucky shopping place.. mans..

2007-09-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

why do birds.. suddenly appear.. everytime.. i see you..

just like me.. they long to be.. close to you.

hee. 130am and i just wanna plae something with my guit. happen to just thought of this song.. heh. the lyrics are so. argh.. hopeless romantic. =)

2007-09-21T09:26:00.000+08:00

放肆的尽情挥霍
那一年玩的多疯
你和我站上全世界的最快乐的颠峰
等着雨停的午后
你希望此刻永久
而现在永久就是永久的牢笼
让我一直在等候
等待后面是等待
更沉默的等待
然后咬紧了牙关
等待更多的等待
如果你爱过我
你不会就这样走
就这样丢下我
和那些天真承诺
如果我再也不
不能再更多的承受
痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关
最爱吃什么火锅
最爱把小小的脸
轻轻的靠在我胸口
这城市每个角落
回忆都霸占街头
我知道你会想起雨停的时候
我知道你会回头
继续飘流
痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关
继续等候..

2007-09-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

loneliest period of my life. ever..

and you have to do this..

2007-09-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

i need you lord. more than ever...

2007-09-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

two great movies.

secret

881

haa. i know im abit slow..

glad i watched both of them in a cinema. and not some divx from my computer. =) reanacting so many scenes in my life. haa. especially the secret. how they looked at each other at the football match. how they cycled around the bridges, up and down the slope. haa. actually. its just the secret. reminds me of so many things. wonder if you've watched it. wonder if u've thought of anything, just wondering.

life seems to be a blur for me now. cant believe it. its just one day. and im feeling like this. easier said then done. guitar. God. haa. hope i can pull through.

maybe im just tired.

2007-09-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

oh mans.

realised i have to start blogging things down. hahas.

decided to use blogspot. the others too lay chey lahs. =P

project's finally over. cant believe it. =D

a few things im proud of.

completing my project

using my handphone camera to take photo with felicia chin. =P

completing my project

haha.

a new life.

a start of something. something in my life.

something when i look back 10 years later.

i will say to myself "im glad i did it." :)

i hope army for me will be delayed. heh.

cause this period of time for me is just too precious to miss out

argh.. so excited about whats coming up next in my life la.

2 most important thing.

guitar

God

the rest.. can just wait. =)